Monday, August 11, 2014

Another daily activity in hoilday

Holiday...I am not just doing reading, writing. gw juga mengalami kind of stupid trouble.

LOVE.
yeaaah I'm tired of always telling my stupid love life. 
I can't tell who is it I am in love. but its really make me sad.
I am an emotionaly person. I don't know, I am cappicorn anyway. haha
  
I've never been in relationship. (maybe its one but its not count)
I've always fail in phase "Getting To Know Each Other"
Its been 3 years I want a relationship (since 17)
My life change since in high school, but I'm not saying that its not good. Its good somehow

But in 19 years old I realized something. I want a relationship because I am jealous.
I am jealous to the people who can be able to start a relationship, I am jealous because seeing people in relationship giving love to each other and its so warm and loving. 
That's make me realize that, jealous is never a good in any different of level

I realize that when you have a relationship. Are you able to start it, because your jealous ? after your jealousy is gone, are you satisfy ? is jealous the right commitment to start a relationship ?
I realize when you jealous seeing people in relationship, its because you never realize that love is closer that you think. friends, your mom is always there for you... and that was true love. 
you will be in relationship, but not now, Not because your jealous, but you will be in relationship in the right time and the right pleace.

So, that was my another activity in my holiday.
P:S: Thank you  GOD

This is my messy room

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