Saturday, July 19, 2014

RSF : Review Semester Fourth

I'am in semester 4 going to semester 5.

I've been through a lot of any kind of emotion.
I've been blessed, I can still be able to fighting for my own future.

IKJ mengajarkan gw banyak hal selama 4 semester ini.
I learned how to stay organize.
I learned how to be a perfectionist (in a good way).
I learned how to be creative with my own way.

but, gw selalu punya masalah sama sosial. people might see that I was a good social. Some people think that I can make a good conversation (The Fact is : Ettt tottaly bad). I am still less with the social.

example, kemarin gw ketemu kameramen gw waktu buat film penyutradaraan, (for my friends who read this, you must be know who is it) dan ketika gw lewat kami hanya bertatapan muka, and suddenly I felt guilty. WHY !? WHY I ACT WIERD !?. bukan hanya itu aja temen smp gw say so. what happen to me ?
gw sebenernya selalu punya cara untuk membuka kasus ini
first, I ask my friends and ask them to evaluation me
second, I try to ask the solution for that problems
Third, I am doing it the solution with my own conclusion
but I am scared. I am scared to see what people think about me.
but that still a problem who needs fix for me (give me some advise guys!)

well, not just that...4 semester leave me a lot of note.

I am not going to europe.
there so much a thing I can't tell you but, the truth is I am not going.
But, a good things happen to me. gw banyak dapet job.
jobnya pun tidaklah begitu berat, tapi dari job ini gw belajar untuk menjadi organize. gw bahagiah walaupun progress gw kecil paling tidak gw increasing something.
selanjutnya gw jadi fokus kuliah, (gw menyelesaikan kelas drama gw dengan nilai A (I LOVE DRAMA))
gw rasa itu adalah hal yang sama pas gw mendapatkan kebahagiaan kalo gw pergi ke europe.
I still feel happy and fun.

Next is, I was tottaly excited when people talk about major in college (Major: a label you will be choose to be part a filmmaker such as Scenario, Director, Producer and etc) UGH!! I am so freaking exited, can't wait to see my friends will choose in the next semester.
Also gw juga menunggu-nunggu yang namanya PRAKTIKA.

the most important note is : Selama semester 4 ini, gw dapet banyak sekali yang namanya ITJ: Istirahat Tugas Jahanam. Semester ini bener-bener menyenangkan. sampai hari ini gw belom merasakan yang namanya tugas jahanam (semenjak semester 2). tapi agak sedikit bosen juga sih. mata kuliah yang gw abis semuanya umum.
tapi overall I love semester fourth and I can't wait what story I make in semester fifth.

I will talk to you later pups!

Hey you from the future.

I've being strange to myself.
I've through a moment where the piece of me can't let go myself.
I know the limit between us.
I know the space and walls to make a distance for us.

Is there any change to us can be together?

for you my future...
I want to say, I am still waiting for you...
even world change
even time change
even people change
but my waiting for you is never changed.

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